So, I must write about my word. Shouldn't we do the things we are asking our students to do? Can we instill a love for reading or writing or being literate people if we do not do those things ourselves? I think not.
So, my word for this semester and year is "balance." As I explained to my class that first night we met, I need balance in my life. Merriam-Webster defines it as -- "the state of having your weight spread equally so that you do not fall." As I'm writing this, the picture in my mind is the seal balancing the ball on his nose. Not that I could do that, but that is what my life feels like right now. So, I'm choosing balance to remind me that I'm not a seal! I'm a real person who needs to remember that the "weight" of my life needs to be equal to the time I have each day.
When I think about balance, I think that I must learn to make time for the important things and let the rest go. So what is important to me right now?
- My dad has been ill and in and out of the hospital and has also been diagnosed with a form of Alzheimer's. I want to help with his care and be around him as much as possible. I don't want to have regrets later.
- My grandchildren are growing quickly and I want to be part of their lives. Trying to get to their activities and just be around them as they grow and change is a priority.
- And, I don't want to neglect my husband. He has been my support through so many things through the years.
- My church is important to me and I have responsibilities there. Contributing to the worship service by playing the piano and singing is fulfilling and brings me joy.
- The classes I teach at the university take time, but I love doing that.
All of those things come together and form the core of who I am as a person. I want to balance my time better so that I can give to each one of these and still feel like a person rather than a seal. Perhaps having my word in front of me and on my mind will help me keep things in perspective, keep the priorities straight, and help me to stand instead of falling.